World News – GB – Nicole Brown Simpson’s diaries revealed

Posted: 6:59 AM EDT September 29, 2020 | Updated: 7:24 a.m. EDT September 29, 2020

Nicole Brown Simpson recounted the horrific abuse she suffered at the hands of OJ Simpson in her secret diary where she wrote that he once yelled at her: ‘Get out my fucking house, big liar ** ! ‘

Nicole has written about 60 times that Simpson allegedly physically assaulted and threatened her, including during their stormy marriage

In scuffed handwriting, she wrote how he first beat her in 1978 and punched and kicked her in their hotel room for hours as she tried to escape

Over the next 16 years, the abuse consisted of slipping into jealous rage and crashing her car, throwing it against walls and leaving it blackened and bruised multiple times.

Nicole Brown Simpson recounted the horrific abuse she suffered at the hands of OJ Simpson (pictured together in 1993 – a year before her assassination)

Simpson once beat her so badly that he ripped off her sweater and socks – while another time he yelled at her, ‘I have a gun in my hand, get out ‘here!  »

Diary reveals chilling pattern of abuse until Simpson murdered Nicole and her friend Ron Goldman in 1994 – he was acquitted of killing them both

The documents appear in « OJ and Nicole: An American Tragedy », a new documentary on Investigation Discovery

It is scheduled to air Monday to coincide with the 25th anniversary of Simpson’s acquittal on October 3

Nicole’s sister Tanya Brown says in the movie: « Maybe she knew it was her destiny and maybe subconsciously she knew something was going to happen

The documents are featured in “OJ and Nicole: An American Tragedy,” a new documentary on Investigation Discovery, airing October 3 They have already been featured on Made in America (photo)

Newspapers reveal a frightening pattern of abuse until Simpson allegedly murdered Nicole and her friend Ron Goldman in 1994 – he was acquitted of killing them both (photo Made in America (pictured)

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The diaries were found in Nicole’s safe, along with photos of her bruised face and letters of apology from Simpson

They were not admitted into evidence in Simpson’s trial because the judge ruled it was hearsay and they have been largely ignored since.

During Simpson’s trial, the prosecution used his history of domestic violence to undermine his clear image he cultivated as a football player and actor who starred in films like The Naked Gun

But it didn’t work and the jury found him not guilty, a verdict Nicole’s family see as a terrible miscarriage of justice

The first diary entry is from 1978 and shows that Nicole already realized that her fairytale boyfriend and future husband had a dark side

They had met in Los Angeles where she moved to pursue a career in photography and had an « instant » connection, Tanya tells the film

It reads: « The first time he beat me after Louis Nanie Mary’s birthday party Started around the corner of 5th ave in New York at around 9 p.m. (pm)

Diary reveals chilling pattern of abuse until Simpson murdered Nicole and her friend Ron Goldman in 1994 – he was acquitted of killing them bothO J Simpson sits on the Los Angeles Superior Court on December 08, 1994 during his murder trial. He was later acquitted

The documents appear in « OJ and Nicole: An American Tragedy », a new documentary on Investigation Discovery

« Thrown me on the ground, hit me, kicked me we went to the hotel where he kept beating me for hours and I kept crawling towards the door « 

Another undated entry read: « I smashed my car (white Mercedes) with a baseball bat after visiting Tommy Hughes He greeted me at the door I was too scared to get out of the car He did it because I was late, around 7-8 p.m. ”

An entry from 1986 reads: « Eric & Val Von Watts I listened to music at home on Wilshire (Blvd in Los Angeles)

« After we finished our drinks we left (Simpson) beat me so badly at home I completely ripped my blue sweater and blue socks I went to Wilshire hospital pretending it was ‘was a bicycle accident’

At the time, Nicole was two months pregnant with their son Justin and Simpson demanded that she have an abortion and pointed a gun at her

The diaries were found in Nicole’s safe with photos of her bruised face and letters of apology from Simpson (pictured together in 1984)

In her diary she wrote: « OJ was drunk he never gave up Get out my fucking house you fat a liar I packed a few things together

« He locked the door again I was buzzing Do I really have to go tonight? (Their daughter) Sydney is sleeping, it’s late Let me tell you how serious I am I have a gun in my hand, get the f *** out of here « 

Nicole didn’t tell her family anything was wrong and it wasn’t until she filed for divorce from Simpson that they had any clue

Tanya says in the documentary that she was « angry » with Nicole after her death to say nothing, but that she was under Simpson’s spell

An entry from 1988 describes how a gay man kissed his son and it caused Simpson to turn away

Nicole wrote: « OJ threw me against the walls of our hotel and on the floor Put bruises on my arms and back The window marked me – he thought he would kick me out

In the documentary, former LAPD officer John Edwards says he visited Simpson’s house the following year and found Nicole severely beaten after calling 911

He said, « A woman ran out, tall blonde, and she was screaming ‘he’s going to kill me’ I said who? She said, » OJ « I said » OJ Simpson? « She said: « You have been here eight times and haven’t done anything about it »

During his testimony at Simpson’s trial, Edwards said Nicole « collapsed on top of me » and was « wet and shaking, she was cold and she was beaten »

Nicole had a one-inch cut on her upper left lip, a swollen right forehead and her right eye was starting to darken

Edwards told the jury: « I could see on her face that she had a mark like a hiking shoe, she looked like she had been kicked in the head

« I look over my head and here is OJ Simpson comes right up to where the door is and he’s screaming, I mean yelling, » I don’t want you here anymore I have two wives, I don’t want more of you here »

Brown filed for divorce in 1992, but couldn’t leave Simpson and wrote a letter saying she wanted him back OJ Simpson and Nicole Brown Simpson are walking the red carpet with their children Sydney and Justin as they attend ‘Naked Gun 33 1/3: The Final Insult’ Hollywood premiere on March 16, 1994

Brown filed for divorce in 1992, but couldn’t leave Simpson and wrote a letter saying she wanted him back

In the documentary, Tanya reads the letter in tears and concludes: « It just shows you that she loved him and that he loved her but I think he loved her too much »

Nicole wrote: “I want to replenish our family! I want our kids to grow up with their parents Thought I would be happy to raise Sydney & Justin on my own – since we haven’t seen you too much anyway

“I want to be with you! I want to love you and cherish you and make you smile I want to wake up with you in the morning and hold you at night I want to hug and kiss you everyday I want us to be like we were

« For the past month I’ve been watching our wedding tape and our family movies – and I can see that we really love each other »

When told to stay online, Nicole says, « I don’t wanna stay online, he’s gonna beat me up the shit »

According to Nicole’s close friend Robin Greer, Simpson had become « very jealous » for seeing other men while they were apart

Simpson replies, « You don’t give a damn about the kids when you suck him in the living room! »

Nicole and Ron Goldman were found dead at her home in Brentwood on June 12, 1994 – pictured is the bloodstained driveway to her house

OJ Simpson raises his hands to the jury showing leather gloves that prosecutors say he was wearing on the night of the murders of his ex-wife Nicole Brown Simpson and Ron Goldman He was acquitted of the murder

Nicole and Ron Goldman were found dead at her home in Brentwood on June 12, 1994

Nicole had been out to a restaurant that evening and according to her family, it was one of the first times that Simpson was not welcome at one of their meetings

Nicole’s mother had left her glasses at the restaurant and she called Goldman, who worked there, and he offered to drop them off at her house

Prosecutors alleged that when Simpson showed up to kill Nicole Goldman was there and he killed her too

Tanya Brown bursts into tears again when she reads an entry in Nicole’s diary she wrote a month before she was killed

He was like, « We officially broke up I told OJ we would go back every other weekend I need the rest OJ is so gone – he needs the time alone with them until what he’s leaving He’s been gone the last 4 weekends – so I asked if we could start with him this weekend ”

After Simpson’s acquittal, Goldman’s family made it their mission to prove his guilt and brought a civil action against him, which they won

A jury awarded them $ 33.5 million in damages but they received nothing from Simpson and in the meantime the judgment rose to $ 70 million

In 2008, Simpson was jailed for 33 years for an armed robbery at a Las Vegas hotel involving his own memories and was released in early 2017 after serving nearly nine years

Henry Schleiff, head of the Discovery investigation, said: « This documentary is not here to recount the famous trial, but to remember the woman who fought against domestic violence and now tells her version of history, in his words, for the first time « 

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